I’m not an expert but, have you ever felt like a trait of your personality suddenly changed or even disappeared? Well if so, I just want to remind you that it’s absolutely fine and there’s no reason to worry. Life is all about change, isn’t it? Don’t you have an old friend who you used to be so close to but now you barely talk to each other anymore because you just feel like you’ve grown apart? Friends come and go, because thoughts and feelings come and go… That’s just how your heart is. It flips and flops all the time. And that’s how you change.
It’s not a bad thing to change. Seriously, you can’t help it, right? So if you felt like you have changed into something that is bad (according to you), don’t forget the fact that you will always change. So, you always have a chance to change into something better or maybe even the same as before, Allahua’lam. And you must never forget… Everything that happens is what’s supposed to happen. Everything is in the Hands of Allah. Allah is The One who wills it to change and nothing changes except that Allah wills it. And Allah is Most Knowing and Most Wise.
So pray to Allah to become someone loved by Him, do things that Allah loves, and don’t worry. Allah knows what you’re going through more than you do.
“ ياَ مُقَلِّبَ القُلُوْبِ ثَبِّتْ قَلْبِيْ عَلَى دِيْنِكَ ”