Why Have I Changed So Much?

I’m not an expert but, have you ever felt like a trait of your personality suddenly changed or even disappeared? Well if so, I just want to remind you that it’s absolutely fine and there’s no reason to worry. Life is all about change, isn’t it? Don’t you have an old friend who you used to be so close to but now you barely talk to each other anymore because you just feel like you’ve grown apart? Friends come and go, because thoughts and feelings come and go… That’s just how your heart is. It flips and flops all the time. And that’s how you change.

It’s not a bad thing to change. Seriously, you can’t help it, right? So if you felt like you have changed into something that is bad (according to you), don’t forget the fact that you will always change. So, you always have a chance to change into something better or maybe even the same as before, Allahua’lam. And you must never forget… Everything that happens is what’s supposed to happen. Everything is in the Hands of Allah. Allah is The One who wills it to change and nothing changes except that Allah wills it. And Allah is Most Knowing and Most Wise.

So pray to Allah to become someone loved by Him, do things that Allah loves, and don’t worry. Allah knows what you’re going through more than you do.

“ ياَ مُقَلِّبَ القُلُوْبِ  ثَبِّتْ قَلْبِيْ عَلَى دِيْنِكَ ”



Answers, answers..
Where can you get them?

Just when you’re tired of confusion
Turns out the answer wasn’t expected
The answer itself is a question
How many times have you dedicated?

When you have been called
Drop everything
Prostrate to Allah
Your life and beyond is in His hands

What is written for you will be yours,
Be it under two mountains
What isn’t written for you will never be yours,
Be it under your fingertips

Torrents Beyond Compare

This is the rain that sways tree vines back and forth
This is the rain that so you can barely hear yourself speak
This is the rain that soaks your window sill
This is the rain that refreshens the Earth
This is the rain that prevents the animals from thirst
This is the rain thats roars cause tranquility
This is the rain that has no bitterness
This is the rain that washes away your tears
This is the rain from The Powerful
This is the rain from The Compassionate
Sirs of the government, don’t waist your breath!
Exalt Allah and to Him direct your longing
Allah listens to the one who praises Him

Prejudice no moah

Bah!! It’s 9 and I’ll have school in the morning therefore I shouldn’t be on the keyboard right now but all this sadness around me is dragging my head to my feet!

There is happiness. There’s not such a thing as sadness. It’s what we humans describe the feeling of the absence of happiness. You see that? Feeling.

Feeling might lead to thinking might lead to prejudice

Prejudice is as old as the day Iblis complained to Allah, subhana watala, that he was better than mankind. He based it on the nature of his creation (jinn), claiming that jinn are superior to mankind, similar to racial prejudice today, which is based on the principle that, “whatever I am, is better than whatever you are.”

Do you think Iblis is better than you? No! Truly he is our enemy. How would it make sense to mirror our own villain, when we have the best role model in the universe?

((It’s late and I can’t find the precise English translation but it meant like this))

“Flee from prejudice, because prejudice is actually the most deceitful of words” (HR. Muttafaq Alaih)

Watch your head! Watch what you say! And most definitely, stay conscious.

Do you have time?



Do you wonder how wide the universe is
Did you hear the birds chirping at dawn
Do you remember the last time you’ve seen your favorite flower
Are there trees that are so tall you think if they’d grow even more, they’d be in the clouds?

Now can you inhale some oxygen
Can you taste the pureness of water
Can you wear your favorite clothing
Can you hug your mother after her busy day?

Concious, my brother! So many people are not given the chance to do these anymore. But don’t be sad! Because they had their time. But you, you still have time.
Time starts, time ends. Can you tell me, when will time end? I’d say Allah knows, while we know not.

Concious, my brother! No time deserves to be wasted. It may end any second of any minute of any hour of any day.

And don’t be sad! Are you sad of the life Allah has given to you? Allah, The Just of All Judges, gives you what is best. Nothing is better than Allah’s will. Don’t you love how Allah made the clouds look like?

And don’t be angry! Are you angry at the life Allah gave you? Are you angry of your compassionate Creator? Subhanallah, He is the same Creator of your mother and father.

A man once came to the Prophet (salAllāhu ‘alayhi wa sallam) for some Nasiha. The man said, “Give me some advice, Oh Rasulullah”. The Prophet (salAllāhu ‘alayhi wa sallam) said “Don’t get angry”. The man said, “Oh Rasulullah, give me some more advice.” The Prophet (salAllāhu ‘alayhi wa sallam) said, “Don’t get angry”. The man said to give him some more advice, and Rasulullah (salAllāhu ‘alayhi wa sallam) said for a third time, “Don’t get angry”.

Concious, my brother! Everything around you is Allah’s rahmat. Be it what you like and what you dislike.
“But perhaps you hate a thing and it is good for you; and perhaps you love a thing and it is bad for you. And Allah Knows, while you know not.” [QS. Al-Baqarah/2 : 216]

Concious, my brother! Only in the remembrance of Allah will the heart be assured. So why be angry and sad? Ain’t nobody got time for that!

“It is Allah who has sent down the Book in truth and [also] the balance. And what will make you perceive? Perhaps the Hour is near.” [QS. Ash-Shuraa/42 : 17]

All praise is due to Allah, The Entirely Merciful, The Especially Merciful.

“The biggest advantage in the world is to occupy yourself every time with the most important and beneficial for the hereafter. How can you call it rational to sell Jannah and it’s enjoyment for worldly pleasure that is only temporary?” – Ibnu Qayyim